Für dich (为了你)


ich spüre dich in meinen tröumen
（我感觉到你在我的梦里）
ich schliesse dich darin ein
（我把你锁在那里）
und ich werde immer bei dir sein
（就这样我将一直和你在一起）
ich halte dich
（我抓紧你）
wie den regenbogen ganz fest am horizont
（就像彩虹牢牢地嵌在地平线上）
weil mit dir der morgen wieder kommt
（因为和你在一起，明天才会来临）
für dich schiebe ich die wolken weiter
（为了你，我推开云层）
sonst siehst du den sternenhimmel nicht
（否则你不能看到璀璨星空）
für dich drehe ich so lang an der erde
（为了你，我推动着地球）
bis du wieder bei mir bist
（直到你重新回到我的身边）
für dich mache ich jeden tag unendlich
（为了你，我的每天无尽漫长）
für dich bin ich noch heller als das licht
（为了你，我比灯光还亮）
für dich weine und schreie,und lache und lebe ich
（为了你，我哭我叫我笑我爱）
und das alles nur für dich
（所有一切都只为了你）
und wenn ich dich so vermisse
（当我思念你时）
bewahre ich die trönen auf
（我不让泪水流出来）
für dich du machst ein lachen draus fuer mich
（为了你，你远远地笑，为了我）
ich hör dich ganz ohne worte
（我能听到你，即使你一言不发）
ich fühle wo du bist
（我能感觉到你在哪儿）
auch wenn es noch so dunkel ist
（即使是四下漆黑一片）

尾声背景：
（ich liebe dich！ich liebe dich auch！）
((我爱你！ 我也爱你！))

i've been listen to this song for almost a month.it reminds me of something that could always touch my deep down inside.i was nearly out of my mind these days...so many hurdles lying in front of me,what a mess await me to handle...
i would like to give up for some time, and i made an escape...
as a matter of fact,i wont yield to anything.
i've already clear up my mind,and made my decision,and go back to my world gracefully bravely...

I feel grateful for a girl very much.
we are just not yet friends,at least from my point of view.
today,she brought me some breads made in a club launched by School of Food,
which is supposed to be the top of the country.
the bread is served with butter and dry pork mice,whose flavor is glamorous.
from the beginning of my first bite, a sense of happiness comes over,haunting
around in the air.
i ate alot more than i use to ,so i come all the way to the playground to have a running of 1600meters.
to swep out the extra-fat.
jesus~i care too much about calory ,heat,vitamins
but i think it is greatest bread that i've ever met,
not just for its taste,but the person who offer it to me.
may  be i am thought to be too thankful or too sensitive.
wahtever,i just can help being gratitude every time offered,particularly some 
one who are not so close.
i can be easily moved from the bottom of my heart.
that's the point.
and my mood can easily be affected by others.
just like right now.one of my dormmates is feeling blue,so am i.
sometimes,there are things i cannot change,and i cannot even stand.
good grife~~~~sometimes there are so many poor people who would never
seem to really get to know what is the proper way of handle this kinda things.
poor~it is the only words i can say to this.and i choose it sensitively,i mean it!

Hi~nice to be here again.
what a busy weekend.
i'm now still prepare some material for tomorrow english class.
gosh~
and i download Hilary duff's latest album<dignity>,very nice 
i love it.hilary,fantastic~

Most of my classmates are organized to go out for a break this Sat.we went to Mei Garden not for from our  school.
it's cool to be there.you can easily taste out the fantastic fragrant of all kinds of flowers.beautiful tulip are the most impressive.
i feel like going back to my childhood when i saw the lush Garden.incredibly,you can see butterflies swing up and down gracefully,which can not been seen in any other part of Wuxi.Amazing~i was in the mood today.though tired,i keep on observing.though being afraid of gaining weight,i still keep on eating,cos i'm happy.
here is my pix 

I've so busy and shaky that i hardly have time to sit down quitely to resume my blog for months.
Right now ,it is high time that i should carefully and delicately review what i' ve been done,what i've gained,
what i've lost, what i've got to know these days.
I found myself tired of playing roles in excessive number of diverse things,dancing among them,here and there,
energeticlly  with an ardent attitude.after giving a little bite of  everything in my desire,i dont feel regret,and i 
finally it would be nice to be a small potato,i enjoy being simple.
For a ordinary person,it's soooo hard to juggle among everything and balance them well.i used to be so naive
that i was dreaming of being a so called superwoman,who is elegantly charming as well as capable enough to 
do everything perfectly.this kind of over-expectation haunts me but now i think it's a right time for me to say goodbye
to it.more practical,by and by,something make sense to me.i'm supposed to be more rational and down to earth,
not sink myself into imaginary fantasy,and be just like a child----keep curiousity but no weakness.
someone suggest me to be more sophisticate,but i just cannot even dare not to be like that.being sensitive and 
good at observe,i'm not able to transform to another kinda people.anyway,it is excessively lucky for me to make a
pause and look back on yesterday and think over again about what i really need,and make a balance between 
my Yin and Yang.
I feel greatly relieved,right now,breathing bravely,i'm convinced i can acheive what i want as long as i'm willing to.
all i need is less impatience.no one is to blame,all the obstacle we meet is because we are still young and green.
it's highly recommend to remove a small quantity of  less vital things and thus attain better goal in other things
that we feel really meaningful and worthwhile.
i'm trying to unload some of burdens of myself  and keep on living my life in a more casual but fruitful way.
never be too eager for acheivement,or nothing will be gained.and never care too much about what other people 
talking about you,feel free to do whatever you want and you feel you are blessed,never be too moody to 
make it good,no one will get hurt more than your self,never ingore your power of changing,at least,i always believe
in me.you 'll be astonished by what you do after your real determination.never think too much about hurdles of life
or which are intently made by on-looker,you wont be nasty if you really pretend not seeing them and look down upon
them.there are always some people that to whom we are never supposed to to anything to flatter them,they're just 
not of your type,never flatter them or do anything to please them.
Jesus!how much have i pour out from my mind.ok,just a sense of feeling,appreciate~

it's been an awful winter vacation for me,cos my home is fail to link on the cyber for about half a month.
even worse, i've been away  from home at somewhere without internet for another half a month.
that  is to say,i've missed my blog for a whole month,gosh!
right now,i happened to find out the resume of the connection to the internet on my computer.
i feel like i wea isolated by the outside the world.
uil now have i noticed many wired things like Britney things,Grammy things,Oscar things,Iran things......
incredibly,i was shocked......anyway,no comments.
to be continue tonight...and i plan to post pix of mine on Chinese New Year~

glamorous
hearing the top10 hits--<Glamorous> sung by Fergie,the solo member of the band Black eyed pea.
i luv hiphop,i luv Fergie's music
these days,Ciara brought along with her latest CD--<the evolution>,
which is on the top of billboard for quite a long time.
i'm listening it.
and i was lucky enough to download the video of <wind it up> sung by Gwen Sefani,i just go in for her style.
i was thrlled to have a look at on the video<promise>by Ciara,graceful,sexy,gorgeous.
i feel blessed to have the chance to enjoy these amazing music,luv'em.

at last but not least,i straight my hair lately and i'm thingking about dying it into black,but i'm still think about it.
attach my latest pix just for fun.^^hehehe...

With the sunlight shining above me,I'm leaving for Xi'an at 13:05 today.after a week of cloudy,
what a bright day here in Shanghai right now.it's quite warm.
but i gotta leave,cos i miss my parents and i think i'm supposed to be home with them.
years by years,i gradually found the distance between me and my family become longer alot ever since i was 15.
now, the feeling of home sick is alittle bit complicated.i finally realize what family mean to me.
Right now, i'm no longer the coy little girl kept spending my time around my papa and mom,instead,feel like 
somehow alone.

I've read some trends magazines these days and i feel a strong sense of material come around.
admitly,the world is filled with flirty tempetations,which is dramaticly made up for the very heated points
all the SOHO and OL are chasing for:delicate garments,luxurious cosmetics,adorable digital products,
lip sticks,nail polish,eye shadow,Benz,BMW,LV,Chanel,M.A.C,fashion show,gold watch......
All these elements of  so-called trends of vogue perfectly show out what some of us are addicted to.
some people are crazy about endless luxury.well,it cannot be denied that there are quite a few people in China 
are capable of purchasing commercial products with a considerably high price.
and i can feel vividly from our "Chinese elites"a sense of overwhelming richness,compared with people from European.
Years of well-off has brought up a generation of well-off person,who are now in charge of the society,
are taking their time to enjoy all the favorable social climate----overluxurious.
it is dramaticly different from plain.
I confess I love fashionable trends,but not luxury----i cant afford it.
It's ok for everyone has a habit of trying new things.
i always blend my jugdement of fashion with the trends on magazines.
It's usual for me to find out my prespectives share the similarity with the so-called trends.
but it's a pity that i'm not professional.
from my standpoint,trends and fashion can be best considered as a kinda attitude,an attitude enlightening details,
not wasting or luxious.
we are blessed to be sensitive to feel the trends,
we are not supposed to chase trends blindly,
we are wise to take control of trends.
in the era of promoting oneself and, more and more cute girls spear no effort to cover themselves
with IN clothes and fashionable make up,and they are thought to be cool enough to post their photos on 
the internet,flirting fearlessly with strange males around the world,they take their time to enjoy the
freshness of advanture,overlooking what they really supposed to do.They laid too much emphasis on 
appearance and body figures,rich boifriend,decent family,they want fame,they are dream to be posed
in the spotlight.to some extend,it it kinda of tragical.
what's left of them after all,no one knows.
we are living on different purpose.